Taking Roles In Our Lives

When people live somewhere , people are forced to do something with others. Then people have to behavior their styles  or other ways.

In my case , when I see professors , I feel nervous and I can't become able to speak well. The situation is awkward. I don't know what to say not bothering them. I often think how to solve the situation. I have two ideas. It is that I talk to them imagining they are my friends. There is a flaw in the idea. When I talk to my friends , I tend to talk to them roughly, not formally. That's why if I talk to professors in the way , they would get angry. Because I am not good at talking to them , I avoid talking to them. Unless I have to ask something important or urgent , I don't try to talk to them. I respect some of them though. The other thing is that I think what I want to talk about and write down it on a piece of paper. It is a good idea I've ever caught up with. I have never challenged the idea. I guess if I do it , they would look at me wonderingly.It is hard for me to solve this awkward situation.

In another situation like chatting between me and good friends , I don't care anything. When I want
to stop talking to them , I stop it naturally without hesitation. Even if I a little think I should not stop it at the moment , it's a small potato. I forget it soon. When I talk to not good friends. I mean not good friends are people who are not friends of mine closely like classmates or just students in English department.I want to talk to them friendly smiling. It is more hard for me to make this situation better now than I solve the problem which is chatting between me and professors.I try to make them laugh but I  don't know them deeply. That is to say , I have to find what they want to talk about miraculously. It sounds not difficult, but it is complicated. This is because there are various traits they have each other. I have to know tendency of their preference. I know some simple preference of people. If I want to talk to a people who look a Otaku member , I would talk about anime , cartoon or something related to Otaku. In this case, I have confidence to talk to them friendly because I have some knowledge and I can respond what they say quickly. As long as they get tired of talking to me , I can continue talking to them. I don't have confidence at all to talk to girls whom I meet first time. I am a teenage boy. I have some opportunities to talk to teenage girls. When I got into KGU , students had to introduce ourselves each other. I of course did it feeling embarrassed. I didn't know what they were thinking.. They were very cold for me. I was disappointed my KGU life then. In English department, most of students are girls. Boys don't have rights to do something aggressively. In the case of making them annoyed , we can't be there anymore. We, boys , have to make good relationships with girls. I think it may be a kind of Japanese culture though, talking to many girls looks not good. This means that we have to make good relationships with girls and care whether we talk to too many girls at the same time. How many girls are too many when we talk to? I don't know it. It depends on people. If we are thought    
by girls that we talk too many girls , the rumor spreads rapidly and we can't be there anymore. I find a good idea to deal with the situation. It is that I don't talk to girls when I don't need to talk to
them and when I talk to them , I talk to them very friendly. It is very nice. That's why most of girls
 may not recognize me ad a person who often talk to girls. This idea will make me easy to live KGU.

Finally , we should try to talk to people in good ways. I think if I continue it , I would get a good chance. I don't know what it is though. My parents often say to me that It is better to make good relationships. People should change their characteristics to do it well.

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