Strange situation I often dream when I'm in bed.

I have looked a dream which is so strange that I can't understand and which is vivid for me to remember. This dream is that Just a girl or boy and me are in my dream. In the situation, I am distant from a girl who looks pretty and little. While I keep looking at her,she notice and come close to me. After she has come close to me, I has noticed that she is not pretty actually. At the moment I noticed ,I always try to escape from the girl for a long time. I feel escaping for all of time when I sleep,so I'm tired at the time I get up. Although I've been tired working part time, I can't sleep well. I thought that I have to solve this problem soon,so I consulted with kind of my consultant, sis. She said to me about her guess that I have trouble with studying English for TOEIC. I have to study English for it,but I've hesitated to study English for it during spring vacation.There is a reason why I have to study English for TOEIC. It is that I declared in fron of most of friends of mine that I will get over 800points on TOEIC after spring vacation,so I know I have to study. The more I think about that, the more I hesitate to study English for it. Not pretty girl may be related to TOEIC. I often think what I should do during spring vacation. Because I spend much time on thinking about it, I can't do anything I am satisfied with.As a result of mine, It is important for me to not think what I have to do and to think what I want to do. 

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